Taint.
So, I over-imbibed last night. Shocking, right? I'm not entirely sure how much I drank, but upon looking at the bottle in my freezer that once was full, well...let's just say I'm suprised that I'm not still intoxicated.
I wrote a scathing e-mail in my stupor, directed at the man that I've been sort of seeing as of late. I had originally posted it, but upon reflection I'm taking it out now. Sorry to disappoint, kids.
Thankfully I had the foresight to keep myself from sending it until I had a look at it sober. I'm still contemplating whether I should actually send it, or simply call it a wash and move on. Reading over it again makes me feel like I'm turning a notch psychotic. I'm really not, I just needed to get all of that out as it's been eating at me for several days now.
Of course, foresight didn't help prevent me from texting him at 3 a.m. and asking him why he hated me. Damn vodka. I got no response. I probably wouldn't have responded to me either, last night.
Anyone interested in a more-than-slightly-used 27-year-old insomniac aspiring alcoholic with abandonment and trust issues?
I hear she mixes a mean vodka cran...
I wrote a scathing e-mail in my stupor, directed at the man that I've been sort of seeing as of late. I had originally posted it, but upon reflection I'm taking it out now. Sorry to disappoint, kids.
Thankfully I had the foresight to keep myself from sending it until I had a look at it sober. I'm still contemplating whether I should actually send it, or simply call it a wash and move on. Reading over it again makes me feel like I'm turning a notch psychotic. I'm really not, I just needed to get all of that out as it's been eating at me for several days now.
Of course, foresight didn't help prevent me from texting him at 3 a.m. and asking him why he hated me. Damn vodka. I got no response. I probably wouldn't have responded to me either, last night.
Anyone interested in a more-than-slightly-used 27-year-old insomniac aspiring alcoholic with abandonment and trust issues?
I hear she mixes a mean vodka cran...

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add two years and you've got .. um, ... me.
except i prefer gin. or wine... or vodka red bull... or rye and ginger... or....
drinking:
1. The natural human response to employment and an eight hour day at any job.
2. The natural human reaction to unemployment, rejection, depression, boredom, etc.
3. Give it back; give it back right now.
see also alcoholic and alcoholism.
I prefer Stoli, but generally wind up with whatever's cheapest or free. ;)
I prefer brandy and pepsi, but I've developed a taste for vodka n cran... I blame it on Bookie's mom and a pesky UTI.
Here's to sharing TMI!
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